6 I planted the seed in your hearts, and Apollos watered it, but it was God who made it grow. 7 It’s not important who does the planting, or who does the watering. What’s important is that God makes the seed grow.
(NLT)
Reading today’s Daily Devotional in Our Daily Bread reminds me of the very many occasions where I have looked to get the credit for a great idea of mine, or for something I have done that has pleased others. I can even remember how angry I have felt if someone else has taken the credit for my own work!! Of course I desire the attention for my own means, to build myself up artificially and give myself a confidence and ego boost. In fact even a couple of years ago, my “ego” was 200 thousand miles above sea level!!! I nursed it daily, was very loud mouthed about my achievements and would really enjoy received what I perceived as adulation!
Of course the great feeling I would get would only last a few minutes if that. People soon forgot events, and it no longer mattered. Over the last year the Lord really has humbled me, sure I still struggle with the desire to “big myself up” and to say “look what I have done”, however the Lord is giving strength to resist and to take a step back!
Our actions should not be to glorify ourselves, but to give glory to the Risen Lord. It is He who gives us breath, He who gives us life, health, opportunities, so to Him should go the glory! In this passage in Corinthians, Paul says “who is Paul?” He is highlighting that he is not important in the grand scheme of things! After all, Paul may have planted a seed, but it is the Lord that does the watering! It is God who nurtures and tends to the gardens of our heart and brings forth wonderful and amazing fruit.
All our actions should not be to seek attention, glory, credit, adulation etc, but to advance the Kingdom of God, and to give Him glory. We may plant, and sometimes dig up the crop, but the Lord does the hard work! By humbling ourselves and adopting a servant heart to the Lord, wanting only to do His will, others may not notice in this life, but the Lord certainly will, and He has promised us reward in heaven!
10 Humble yourselves before the Lord, and he will lift you up in honor.
James 4:10 (NLT)